I'm a Bloggin' Virgin

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

I'm so excited about this whole blogging thing that I'm gonna write again even though I just posted my first blog a few hours ago. But I have so much I wanna write I don't even know where to begin. Hmm. Ok.

So, I just got back from supper with friends and the Birthday Boy. He decided not to do anything fancy for his birthday this year I guess. I mean, at midnight he decided to ask us all to have supper with him somewhere nearby. Tmrw we're watching X-Men 3. Well, that's the plan anyway.

That's what I love about my friends. This bunch anyway. Been friends with them since high school. I guess being friends with them has kept my feet on the ground after all these years. I mean, we could sit around for hours doing nothing but talk and have fun at the same time without having to go here and there to have fun if u get what I'm tryna say here. We do of course go out to places other than the usual mamak stalls or restaurants nearby, but it's ok if we don't. We'd still have fun as long as we were in each other's company. Haha shit I know it sounds soppy and all but believe it or not, the bunch I'm talking about are 80% guys. Sadly, there are just 3 girls including myself, and when the boys start talking about boys stuff, we are forced to sit back and listen. Sports and cars, I don't mind. In fact, I'd join in cause well I'm into those things too(MAN UTD RULE!!), but Boys as in BOYS stuff,argh! It's ok. We're sorta immune to it now.

Bottom line is, I love my friends to death. Best sit-around-do-nothing-but-talk-rubbish/movie partners/hanging out anywhere pals ever. Awwww aren't I sweet? ;)

Then I have my other friends who aren't really a part of this bunch here just because of the difference in place of hangout/where I met them. Obviously some of your friends wouldn't really know some of your other friends right? I have my Malaccans (friends I met in Uni),other friends from all over place that I have gotten close to, my old childhood going-through-the-transition-from-kid-to-teen-stage friends from abroad (I recently found some of them on Myspace woot!) And of course, there's the Best Friend. Hehe. You know who you are. Numero Uno on the friends list.

I know some people think it's silly "declaring" someone to be your best friend yadi yadi yada, but I don't easily call anyone my best friend (basically, you should feel honoured and very flattered if I do hehe). I might say I'm close to someone if I feel like I truly am, and others I just call them friends.

I feel like I should dedicate this blog to all the friends I have. Especially the ones I keep close to my heart. You guys deserve it (its as if I'm handing out a trophy to each of you kan??haha). It's just a blog, and I doubt Any of yous would read this but what the hell.. All of u Rock my socks! :D
Shit man I'm being so emo right now. I guess cause I feel a bit shitty. Someone's coming back soon. I don't think I'll be able to handle that well. That's another story. I'll talk more on my next post. Or maybe I won't. Depends on my mood. Arghhh!

Hello World!

As you can tell from my blog name, I'm a blogging virgin. Yes, this is my very first time putting my thoughts into words for everyone in the online world to see. I'm slightly nervous, I have to admit. My hands are sweating even, like the ones you get when you're nervous(duh). And because I'm nervous, I've decided to keep my identity a secret. Just till I get enough courage he he.

Anyways, you may wonder why I've suddenly decided to join the bloggin world. Well, life has its up and downs (more specifically, my personal life) and lately for me, it's been more on the down side. I do confide in my closest friends, whether to let it out or to seek for advice, but after a while, I realised that my problems remained the same, or got worse, and there was no point in telling anyone anything. So as time went by, I stopped telling my close friends what was really going on in my head. In a way, it was a good thing for them cause it meant that they wouldn't have to listen to me bitch and moan about the sucky things in life, but then it also meant that I had to keep a lot of things to myself. And I mean, A Lot.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not the type that tells the whole world about every single thing that's going on in my life. I do pick the people I confide in carefully, based on how much I trust the person and whether I think they can give me good advice or not. I Hate the fact that some people think you have to tell them everything. I have a "friend" like that. God, it's so freakin' childish how that person gets all emotional when they find out that you haven't been telling them all your problems. I mean, wtf?? They're my problems to tell, Not yours. Whats it to you anyway?? Get a life! Sheesh. Sorry.

Yeah anyways, back to the point. Basically, I've decided to start writting my own blog because I have way too many things inside my head and it's driving me insane. Literally. I think I'm almost crazy :D So I've gotta let it out (for the sake of my sanity). I think it's working. I know I haven't written anything much, but I feel better already. Yay! Looks like I'll be a blogging addict. I could write all day. Hehe.

Oh before I sign off, today is one of my good friend's birthday! Happy Birthday, A! May God bless you always.

I'm going out for drinks now. Ciao.